Thought for the Sunday III

have you ever...

wanted something you never had?
wanted someone so very bad?
then realise you cannot pull through
since the plague only lies within you.

that very layer of your heart lies torn,
from all the lying and scorn.
then you find yourself at the brink.
just wondering what they will think.

it's time you wait at opportunity's doors,
and know that it's not their life but yours,
because this world doesn't wait for men
who shy away from a life condemned.

it's about you, my dear, and what you choose
who am i to make you lose?
your god-given right to what you want
and to whom your love you wish to flaunt.

they say if you want something, you set it free
if you find it back, it's meant to be
and i would throw you to the draught
but you're not mine and mine to have

the heartaches and want which still linger on,
cannot compare to those tired waking morns,
when i awake from those unreal dreams
of just you and me under the seams

and when it comes to another day
when the stars are out and the moon does stray
i think of like how it would be
of just me and you: eternity.

have you ever wondered or imagined?
just us together among the pageant.
and i'm telling you things i should have said
of why i lie and pretend to be someone else instead.

the truth is plain and the truth is strange
my heart and yours are out of range.
the beats all match and the rhythm arise
i chose you to synchronize.

so now hope and faith is what i toll.
its only you i want to have and hold. <3

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to be used on that special person we all have a place in our hearts for.