Insomnia and Me.

so it's been 2 months since i haven't blogged. the laziness calls. that being said, i was sorta busy these past couple months. work, work and more work. the title says it all. these deadlines and due dates have been taking a toll on my body clock. i'm drinking tea and warm milk right now but to no avail. hey mr. sandman! you've forgotten me, you idiot! give me a freaking dream already!
it is quite strange, (and that's quite common in my world.) but i seem to enjoy staying up, not being to sleep. the darkness and the quieting silence is enough to calm my nerves. i like dark. it's so peaceful. it's good for some quiet reflection and meditation, but my short attention span does not allow that unfortunately. hey did you hear that new song by Radiohead? (see what i mean?)
but seriously, it's a pretty weird feeling you get when your body's tired as hell but your mind's racing like a bullet. it's getting quite annoying to fall asleep these days, when you're slowly drifting off to sleep, and everything's getting ready to shut off, and you're about to fall into the most serene of sleeps, then suddenly, you think of school or how football with the mates was fun or how the world should stop hating each other and start loving and caring more often. then you sit up and start wandering about the house because your mind is telling you you're not done for the day. next thing you know, you're asleep on the couch 5 hours later with the TV blaring. oh and you wake up with a splitting headache and a bad back from sleeping on the couch the whole night. another night of beauty sleep just gone with useless thoughts. sigh.
there you have it folks. the next time you lay in your bed, enjoying endless nights of beautiful dreams and divine snooze-fests, think of poor old me, awake and cranky and cursing your perfectly synchronised body clock. i'm just kidding. see you when i have a less whiny article to write. pleasant dreamzzzzz to all of you!